thank you ms koh, stella and mish for the comments. haven't checked them till now... don't worry.. i guess i'll snap out of it soon! heh!!! it won't bog me down for long. it's just that i have to accept that things have changed, pple have changed but still if put in enough effort, friendships can work. heh! yesh it is a transition period i suppose. and i am going to have to look for a job soon. i promise! heh!